The connection between Sri Chinmoy's music and my soul
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Guru's music is a very big connection between him and my soul. He has said that his music is not secondary to his meditation, and if you know how Guru meditates, you know it's the infinite consciousness.
I don't know how to describe it. It's almost like a river or an ocean, but it's a river between earth and heaven. It is a direct connection. You touch the river here, but the river touches Heaven also. So, what happens to me is I that I make arrangements for Guru’s music intuitively, so I feel my soul in the music that I do.
Sometimes the songs will come to me asking me to do something with them. You probably all know the song Asundar je bhitar bahir. A few years ago, I was in Manhattan with some boys. We had a class and we were leaving, we were going to get pizza. Suddenly the song was coming very powerfully and knocking in my heart. You know, it's a very sad song. But I remember when Guru composed that song in Brazil, I remember falling in love with that song immediately because it is so, so tenderly human.
The song, the meaning of the song, is incredible, it says, “My life, inner and outer, is utterly devoid of beauty. How can the shattered boat of my life-river ever reach God’s beauty-harbour?”
I've played that song so many times now, and it's in a medley I did in honour of Guru. It's on Radio Sri Chinmoy. It’s called “Ode to My Lord.” I concentrate on the meaning of a song, and it captures me. Then I learn the song. It becomes part of my heart and then it comes out in an arrangement.
To be the sweetest song
Of His Heart.
Sri Chinmoy 1
- 1. My Blessingful and Pride-Flooded Dedication to the Indomitable Runners of the 3100-mile Self-Transcendence Race 2007, 12 July 2007, published by Agni Press 2007
Sri Chinmoy's students describe their inner and outer experiences.
The Swimming RelayToshala Elliott Auckland, New Zealand
People see something in Guru and want to be part of itSaraswati Martín San Juan, Puerto Rico
I felt a bell ringing in my heartCharana Evans Cardiff, Wales
Breaking the world record for the longest game of hopscotchPipasa Glass & Jamini Young Seattle, United States
'I could find out myself, but it was so much easier asking your soul'Mridanga Spencer Ipswich, United Kingdom
Listen to the inner voiceVidura Groulx Montreal, Canada
The day I saw my Guru's Third EyeVidura Groulx Montreal, Canada
Meeting Sri Chinmoy for the first timeJanaka Spence Edinburgh, United Kingdom
Muhammad Ali: I was expecting a monster, but I found a lambSevananda Padilla San Juan, Puerto Rico
Seeing the God inside my sonUtsahi St-Armand Ottawa, Canada
My inner callingPurnakama Rajna Winnipeg, Canada
Now you are in the boatKaushalya Casey Toronto, Canada
interviews with Sri Chinmoy's students